The Art of Letting Resentments Go
Susan prepares for weeks to create the perfect meal for her family but no one notices her efforts. She thinks to herself, "No one bothers to ask what I want."
John never saw his father at Christmas because his dad was with his "new family." Now his dad is alone and expects to be included in the holidays.
Maria spends lots of money on gifts for her nieces and nephews but never gets a thank you.
When there are unresolved resentments, family can be a painful reminder of what still hurts. This makes getting together a drag instead of a joy.
Resentments are often the start of relationship problems. You don't want to admit what you really feel because...
- You think why bother, it's silly.
- You don't want to hurt someone's feelings.
- You'd rather avoid a potential conflict.
Step 1. What are you getting out of it?
There are two ways people harbor resentments.
- Holding onto it and not admitting their upset.
- Keeping the resentment alive by telling the story again and again.
If you are holding onto resentments, find out why.
There is a benefit you're getting from the resentment which makes it hard to let it go. For instance, does the resentment give you an entertaining story to tell or a sympathetic ear? Does it give you energy? Do you love being right about it?
The art of letting resentments go starts when you're tired of holding onto them. Only then are you ready to do something different!
The first step in healing resentments is writing it out. This helps clarify what's really bothering you. Here are some tips to get started.
- What you do resent and why?
- What are you getting out of the resentment?
- How would it benefit you to let it go?
- How is the resentment harming you?
Step 2. How does this impact you?
Once you understand what the resentment is costing, you'll be more motivated to change it.
Does this resentment:
- Create distance in the relationship?
- Increase your stress?
- Affect your attitude?
- Impact your self-esteem?
When telling the same resentment story gets old, you're ready to change it!
Carrying resentments takes energy. At some point you'll get sick and tired of feeling that stress and anger. It's called hitting a bottom.
Step 3. Find your contribution!
This is where the rubber meets the road. Write out how have you contributed to the situation.
There are 2 ways to contribute to a resentment.
- Anything said or done before the incident like a seemingly harmless comment or an indirect jab.
- Your response to the incident.
- What was your reaction to the event?
- Did you ignore the person or make it worse by gossiping about them?
- Did you do anything to retaliate?
- Did you do anything indirectly to hurt them?
If you are willing to looking at your behavior, the answers will come and so will your integrity!
Step 4. Decide your next steps
Do you need to address the incident directly? If so, stick to the facts and focus on what upset you. Try not to make assumptions or attack their character. Those tactics get things going in the wrong direction.
The more you express yourself without blame, the better the outcome. People get defensive quickly when they're expecting a fight. If you want more tips on keeping calm, check out my free tips below!
The indirect route works too
If contacting that person isn't healthy or they are deceased, writing a letter of closure can be healing. Tell them what you needed that you didn't get. Acknowledge your part however small. Burn the letter afterwards to let it go.
Another option is to practice detaching with love. This concept is taken from Al-Anon, a 12 step program that helps friends and families of alcoholics. Detachment is when you can let go of the other person's behavior. You realize that you are not responsible for what they do. And as a result you get some sanity back.
How to reconnect
It only takes one person to shift the energy in a conflict. Focus on the little things like being polite. This shows kindness and decreases anger.
- Pray for the person you resent.
- Be pleasant and the other person might follow.
- Show grace by not losing your cool.
- Focus on the present and leave the past at home.
When you're struggling with a resentment, honoring how you feel is most important. Being polite makes you good look but let's face it, healing the resentment means you can finally move on!
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